The darkness of the night crawls into her room. Amidst the silent hum of the darkness, she sobs with the rhythm of her pain. The trickling tears seep into her satin pillow cover and feels moist on her face. She digs her face deeper into the pillow hoping she could succumb to the pain inside. She feels incomplete. The night is dark and lonely, and you've a long way to sleep.
Battling the fear of love, the fear of distance, the fear of losing him, she sobs heavily through the night. Questions, there are a myriad questions encircling her mind. She's trying to absorb them inside in succession answering to herself, calming herself down or atleast hoping she does. Doubts, we all have doubts at certain point in our lives. But this was the first time , she knew the answers. She knew Each one by heart.
What caught her in a whirlwind was THE WAIT. Patience , they say, is the biggest virtue. Noone tells you how difficult it is to gather yourself and survive that time period while you wait for your future to be weaved together to help you meet THE ONE that holds your soul. The one that makes the world brighter with his smile. The one that hugs you tight enough to mend your broken pieces together. The one that gives you the security from his loving warmth. The one who is meant ONLY for you.
A little struggle here and there is always a good way to appreciate life. But hers has always been a recurring integer. The closure is obtained only when her life has gone through loops of dire circumstances just to put a cross on the checkbox of survival. Well, maybe she'll stop whining soon. Because deep down inside she feels that good days are coming. Things have been a lull for sometime but they say if you've a storm around, the happier days are not far out.
It's that reassurance to self that the WAIT will be over soon is what keeps her going. Getting through one single day feels like striking one day off from being away. Universe has its ways and she believes in the power of the universe in all totality. Positivity has its own charm and she's not ready to give up yet.
Waiting patiently for the universe to meet her half way to make her feel complete at the other side of the world 💓
Good days are coming.
