The city lights

The twinkling lights galore, 

The night looks allure,  

The view from my rooftop, 

The night in the backdrop,  

Life altering thoughts in my mind, 

With the night sky in sight, 

Pensive mood, eyes are glued,  

To the horizon far away, and the nature shrewd,

I stare, breathing with the nature, 

With dollops of pressure, 

Head held high, 

With a deep sigh, 

I look for a gesture in the night sky.

My whole life smeared,

 With Responsibilities in my hood, 

And a quarter of my life gone by, 

The world sings to me a lullaby, 

A song not of sleep, not to one I weep, 

A song so deep, it takes a big leap, 

A leap of faith, a leap of trust, 

A trust in the future, cause belief is a must. 

It's one in the morning and I stare at the sky, 

I look for a gesture in the night sky. 

Sleepless Nights, Endless Thoughts

Weirdly though, I don't want to crawl into the cosy lap of the mattress yet. One of the nights when you're having an uncomfortable conversation with yourself trying to find out the element of discomfort.
Point to be noted, the relentless scroll of the social networking sites without the slightest attention to the content made me realise, it is one of those nights.
Over-thinking, well I might just top the list there, because today is one of those nights.
Reason seems to have turned its back and has lost in a place difficult to locate, it is one of those nights.
Sometimes growing up feels so suffocating, the continuous Demand to behave in a certain manner, the overtly sombre poise, and the innumerable etiquettes that have been making home tonight, it is one of those nights.
The power of money, the most useless necessity, as I say it, the reason we do what we do (majority of the time). Thinking about the monetary status I'm expected to maintain, it is one of those nights.
The judgement criteria which people establish with your posts on social sites, wonder how many of them even know you enough to comment, but well people are opinionated. They will have always have a say. They think youngsters advice elder people as if it would be a crime. They think they know the suffering you went through when they don't have the slightest clue. But well everyone has an opinion . Well today I'm opinionated, it is one of those nights.
Lastly, THE GENERAL PERCEPTION, tagging everyone into a group and consider their behaviour to be in sync because their categorisation puts you in their defined group. No, it is not the tight way. I disagree, and it is one of those nights.
With heavy eyelids, with a confused mind, and a heart full of emotions, I try to switch off the overtly active brain, because it is one of those nights.

Signing off as it is one of those nights.